Dear Reader,
There are messages that do not live on the surface. They stay buried screenshots, saved texts, words remembered in fragments. Some feel faint, others return loud, as if whispered just yesterday.
A few days after stepping into what was supposed to be a new beginning, I stumbled across a message that made me cry. It was not addressed to me. It was something else something heavier. A promise, written by the person I had just married… and sent to my father.
He had written:
“You have given me your most prized possession. I will make sure to never let you down.”
“I lost a father long ago, but God gave me another.”
“I will try to be a good son to you and Aunty.”
My father, who never had a son of his own, replied with no hesitation:
“You are dear to me like my own. I did not have a son before, and now I have one in you.”
“You will always find me behind you in every dream you chase.”
There was something sacred in that exchange. No audience. No script. Just quiet belief between two people trying to build something true.
But here is what I have learned: not all beginnings are strong enough to carry weight. Some moments flicker like candlelight warm, temporary, and then gone.
Now, I sit with those words again. They used to feel like home. They felt like shelter. Today, they feel like a ghost familiar, but unreachable. I do not understand how something so deeply meant could disappear so completely. How someone could say, “I will not let you down,” and then vanish no explanation, no return.
This is not an attempt to blame. It is not even a demand for closure. It is a pause. A way of holding space for what was true, even if it did not last.
Because at one time, those words held weight.
That promise existed.
That love felt real.
That hope built something if only for a while.
Perhaps someone else will read this and remember what promises actually carry. They are never just exchanged between two people.
A promise to love someone reaches further. It touches every hand that trusted you with their heart. Every parent who let go with pride. Every friend who believed in the story. Every child not yet born who may one day ask what love was supposed to be.
Some promises do not stay small.
They stretch across homes. Across timelines.
They leave echoes in the places where love once stood.
And when they break, they do not just crack quietly.
They fall like glass shards everywhere.
With grace,
Zoey

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